anyway. fuck all that. i caved and finally got taht freaking bag i kept thinking about today. of my friends and family who got me anything or Were going to get me anything its either settled now or i already know what it is so i know im not gonna accidentally pre-empt someone getting it for me for holidays. did i need another bag .... no. but maybe i could get back into carrying a sketchbook around...

its funny bc im such a cargo pants man now bc i love having pockets on hand--and also i literally wanted to Stop carrying a purse LMAO- but i cant help that i LIKE BAGS!!!

am i gonna stop in a target and pull out a sketchbook to start drawing, truly; no. but there have been times i didnt take a bag to a hangout or something and then sat there like 'damn....... wish i had my ipad or smth rn......'